My world has always felt different. As a child I was shy, withdrawn. It's hard to play the fit in game when you know deep down that you don't.





































Showing posts with label Manifestations. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Manifestations. Show all posts

Sunday, 19 November 2017

Cats?

Almost asleep and I felt like I had to opening my eyes.
Standing on the bed looking at me was, what looked like at least, a cat.
Shocked & now fully away, the split  second I saw it I blinked.
Then in that split second it went from the bed to the chair in the room.
Just standing on the head rest. When I blinked again in was gone.
It was very close to me and standing just like the cat in this picture.

Tuesday, 31 October 2017

Lazy Bones.

My partner got up early and I stayed in bed.
After a while I felt someone walk in and stand at the foot of the bed. 
At first I kept my eyes shut.
When they spoke it sounded like my partner, but he spoke about himself in a 3rd person view.
Telling me I should not leave him alone by sleeping in, its not nice.
Then I realised that where this person was standing is not really where anyone who walked in would stand to talk to me normally.
The foot of the bed was no where near the door.
I slightly opened my eye, expecting to see nothing, and saw a black figure walking away.
After this I took his advice and got out of bed.

Wednesday, 22 February 2017

Shadow Hand.

I'd like to start by saying that I am sorry that I have not been posting in a long while. 
I just tend to get caught up in things and forget random stuff.


But of course this doesn't mean that things have stopped.

About a month ago now. I was alone in the apartment when I looked up and saw a long black shadow arm coming from out the bedroom. 
It was at the bottom of the door and its hand was almost 20cm wide with really long fingers.
I got the impression that it was reaching for something.  

Wednesday, 10 September 2014

Hand Print & Flashes

Last night I was sitting on the bed stroking our dog. When I looked at the door I saw the out line of a hand print on the corner. It only lasted a second.

Lately I seem to be seeing a lot of random things that only last a nano second. People looking at me, standing in corners & a few black figures. 
As of yet I can't tell if its the same person or not because of the short amount of time it is there.

This could be getting interesting to say the least. 

Friday, 4 July 2014

Checking up

The other night I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth when I heard strange noises. 
I assumed they were from outside. They scared me a bit so I opened the bathroom door so I could call my partner if it got worse. 
I got water on my hands when I rinsed my brush. As I walked past the door I looked out into the kitchen. As I did so I saw a face looking at me from the living room doorway.
It looked like they were leaning around from the living room into the kitchen to see what was happening.

Saturday, 17 May 2014

Glasses

Yesterday I got glasses for the first time in my life.
I have seen 3 things in the last 2 days. The first two I wouldn't of been able to see as well without them.

The first was while I was walking home, I was crossing the road and saw a strange mist above my head, it moved as if on a breeze and vanished.
The breeze was gental that day and not blowing in that direction.

The second was later at night, when I was bust doing something on the loving room table. I looked up and then for a few seconds I saw thin lines of white (I could hardle see the lines) and tiny little golden stars twinkle with a slight black backdrop to it.
It felt like I was looking at the universe, it was no less than amazing.

The third was about 15mins ago, I heard a few weird noises from the bath room and so came back to the living room to sit down. After a few mins the dog was on the sofa and as I was looking at her a white orb with a long white trail come out of the kitchen.

Before I forget again, I also saw a little white orb moving to our front door when our friends were still here.

Wednesday, 30 April 2014

Crawler

3rd times the charm... yeah right.
Back door was open because its warm here. I was sitting on the chair.
I started hearing movement out side and felt uneasy, but I told myself it was nothing.
The feeling started to get worse and I realized it was the thing from outside again.
The dog walks in and looks at me, then walks off.
She went outside.
I stupidly looked at her as she went through the back door and saw the crouching see through, almost brown, figure turning around to follow her.
Why does this one strike me with so much fear...

Saturday, 29 March 2014

Rat Nap

I felt the cute furry rat bump into my leg and go up it a little, then back off into the bed.
I moved my hand to go stroke her, thinking she had got out and climbed into the bed. Then I remembered I had just put her back into her cage and could hear her munching food.
Then the bed moved as the unknown thing scratched itselfs.
After a minute it stopped.

Saturday, 1 March 2014

Sweet Goodbyes

Back when our last rat from the Netherlands died; I was trying to nap on the sofa when I heard a weird noise. I opened my eyes and saw Julia (rat) cleaning herself on the other end of the sofa. I pushed myself upright with my arm and said her name out loud with confusion.
She turned around and looked at me.
I closed my eyes and wondered if I was dreaming.
When I opened them again she was gone, but I was still sitting with my arm proping me up. (I'm 100% sure I was awake. I don't sleep walk)

The Creeper

First known encounter:  Was about go down stairs when I saw a black figure huddled over on the bottom step. At first I tried to walk past it but the closer I got to it the more fear  I felt. In the end I waited foe my partner and made him go first.

Second known encounter: was looking outside to see what the dog was barking at. Dog went back inside & left me alone, at night, standing next to the shed. I kept hearing noises in the shed but put it down to wind untill it moved closer and I felt that fear again.
I ran inside and slamed the door. I felt it trying to find a way in, then it got into the kitch (I'm not sure how, the window maybe) At this point I was sitting near the kitchen door. I could feel it getting slowly closer, I was too scared to look behind me into the kitchen. But I managed to jumped up and slamed the door and hoped it would leave.

Therd known encounter: Watching the dog run around the back at night and saw what looked like a person trying to hide behind the door while trying to also peek out at the same time.
The dog noticed this, ran to them and started jumping about playfully. I went to go outside but me moving made it notice me and the fear was there again. I watched them play with the dog in the shed for a bit before they finally left and the dog finally listened to me to come back inside

Monday, 2 December 2013

Litlle things.. nothing much

In the morning I heard a girl say my name. Was a bit shocked but I just turned over and went to sleep.

I keep seeing things in the living room from the corner of my eyes, but I wonder if that's just my eye's playing tricks.

Was very sure I saw a black shadow figure in the doorway about a week ago.

Lots of white mist like things floating around lately.
 

Thursday, 31 October 2013

Hand...

Last night I got the feel of someone standing behind me after I pulled up the cover.
They lent over me, reached out there hand and started to touch the back of my head. There was a strange tingle where their fingers were.
It seemed like it went on for a while. All I did was squeeze the bed sheet and slightly wonder why anyone would want to touch my head.

When it finally stopped I felt something pass through me and out the room. When it passed through me it just felt like intense black nothingness . . .  I dunno how else to describe it.
I guess it was like closing your eyes in the rapids at a swimming pool and letting yourself drift.

Wednesday, 23 October 2013

Each Night.. Strage Night & The Distant Voice

Since Poppy went away, when i go to bed I hear her sometimes.
Last night I watched  as Daisy ran around her cage playing with something. She would dart from one side to the other and tumble around, just like she did when they used to play together.
Plus every now and then i would see something move in the cage, first thought is that it is Daisy, but then she would move and she would be on the opposite side of the random movement I saw.

I also could hear someone talking to me, but they sounded so far away that I could barely make out what they were saying.
The only bit I managed to hear was when I started thinking to my self if Poppy was in the cage with Daisy and they said to me "She's there"
I tried asking questions like "why is she still here?" but they were so quiet that I couldn't make out a thing. In the end I had to tell them that I just couldn't hear them. 

I'm sure there will be more happening tonight, and maybe even for a while.

Sunday, 8 September 2013

A Fly!


I was in the bathroom washing my hands and saw a little black thing zoom away from me in the cabinet mirror.
I started hunting around for a fly in hope, but nothing.
Door was shut and so was the window. I looked in every corner and found nothing. If it was a fly then it was a big one which leaves the question 'where did it go?'

Getting use to my new home???

It feels like I'm going mad. Always seeing moving objects just to the side of my vision. Slowly getting used to it... I think.
Maybe if it's a nice spirit I can get the hang of this... but thats most likely just wishful thinking.

Friday, 30 August 2013

Another New Home


Yep I have moved... hence why I have not posted for a while.

I wish I could say I moved into a new place with no spirits as of yet ... but sadly no.
The spirit here seems nice but it will take time to get used to it.
It's in every room.... theres been white orbs, black orbs, white mists, strange noises, black masses and when upstairs are out you can here someone walking around up there.
It is Friday now which means tonight upstairs will be out and who ever it is will be walking around..... kindda fun really ^u^

Tuesday, 9 July 2013

Peek! 'n' Boo?

Was talking to our friend last night while my hubby had a nap and because of the heat we had the living room door open.
I saw someone stick their head around the corner and asumed it was my hubby who hd woke up and was seeing waht we were doing, but when I looked at the door no-one was there.
I didn't tell our friend about it until he started hearing someone moving about behind him (which is where the door is). I saw the same person poke there head around the door again and assumed it was my hubby again because they were around the same hight.

A it harder to post at the moment due to new room arrangement, but I will update / add more when ever I get a chance.

Sunday, 23 June 2013

The Wave

Back when I was in my old room.... My dad tucked me in and turned the light off then went to the toilet. This is the room that had the big mirror standing on the floor.
If I looked at the end of the bed all I would see is the door (which was always left open when I was alone), so if I wanted to see into the hallway I had to look into the mirror.

I saw my dad leave the toilet and go to my brothers room (which was right next to mine), then I saw some ones arms poke out from around the corner of my brothers room. I could not see who they belonged too because the wall was in the way. They did some wave movements with their arms.
I don't know why but I smiled and giggled slightly. 
They pulled their arms back and that was that.
I never asked my dad if it was him. I know deep down that it was not him.
It never happened again.

Monday, 17 June 2013

Old School Building 1

I spent alot of my school holidays at an school in London called N.L.C.S. It was a big school and split up into different buildings.
The main building was know as the old school/building, due to it being the first bit built and used as a school.

You will hear more about this building because it used to scare me to death.
But I loved one bit of it. The garden right next to the building was my sanctuary.
The only way to get to it was to go past bits that scared me.
But in summer the garden would be lit up with beautiful flowers and so was well worth it.

Anyways I always felt a girl in the garden and she made it feel like home.
One day in summer I was walking around the pillars and looked at my sister who was leaning over at the middle Section where I have been told a boat statue used to be.
I saw a flash of a white figure standing next to her. I knew it was the girl right away. I walked halfway to my sister and called her to me. I told her what I saw and we kindda left it at that really.


This is the best picture of the garden that I could find. The pillars are just to the left of the picture. Can't find one that shows them.

Friday, 7 June 2013

Spot Light

The biggest orb I have ever seen must of been around 10-15cm and was completely solid.
About 10 years back.. (I think) ... My sister sneaked out, as always back then, and left me alone in her room... (I was staying over and sleeping in her bed) ... now being scared of her room meant that I would hid under the cover.
I couldn't breath properly so I moved the cover slightly away from my face.
I thought the cover was still mainly blocking my view of the room, but when I opened my eyes I saw an giant orb just to the end of the bed moving towards the long mirror she had leaning up against the wall.
I  freaked out and hid under the cover and forced my self to go to sleep.
I don't think I ever told her about it