My world has always felt different. As a child I was shy, withdrawn. It's hard to play the fit in game when you know deep down that you don't.





































Saturday, 29 March 2014

Rat Nap

I felt the cute furry rat bump into my leg and go up it a little, then back off into the bed.
I moved my hand to go stroke her, thinking she had got out and climbed into the bed. Then I remembered I had just put her back into her cage and could hear her munching food.
Then the bed moved as the unknown thing scratched itselfs.
After a minute it stopped.

Saturday, 1 March 2014

Sweet Goodbyes

Back when our last rat from the Netherlands died; I was trying to nap on the sofa when I heard a weird noise. I opened my eyes and saw Julia (rat) cleaning herself on the other end of the sofa. I pushed myself upright with my arm and said her name out loud with confusion.
She turned around and looked at me.
I closed my eyes and wondered if I was dreaming.
When I opened them again she was gone, but I was still sitting with my arm proping me up. (I'm 100% sure I was awake. I don't sleep walk)

The Creeper

First known encounter:  Was about go down stairs when I saw a black figure huddled over on the bottom step. At first I tried to walk past it but the closer I got to it the more fear  I felt. In the end I waited foe my partner and made him go first.

Second known encounter: was looking outside to see what the dog was barking at. Dog went back inside & left me alone, at night, standing next to the shed. I kept hearing noises in the shed but put it down to wind untill it moved closer and I felt that fear again.
I ran inside and slamed the door. I felt it trying to find a way in, then it got into the kitch (I'm not sure how, the window maybe) At this point I was sitting near the kitchen door. I could feel it getting slowly closer, I was too scared to look behind me into the kitchen. But I managed to jumped up and slamed the door and hoped it would leave.

Therd known encounter: Watching the dog run around the back at night and saw what looked like a person trying to hide behind the door while trying to also peek out at the same time.
The dog noticed this, ran to them and started jumping about playfully. I went to go outside but me moving made it notice me and the fear was there again. I watched them play with the dog in the shed for a bit before they finally left and the dog finally listened to me to come back inside

Wednesday, 8 January 2014

Hidden Money

Few hours ago a woman walked around me and said "I've got all the money HAHAHA" 

Of course i was confused. I asked "What money? There's money?" It was silent for a while so I brushed it as a one off.
Then she lent over to my ear "Yes there's money. Hidden in the walls"
I tried asking where but got no reply after that.

Shame, moneys always nice.. teehee :P

Monday, 2 December 2013

Litlle things.. nothing much

In the morning I heard a girl say my name. Was a bit shocked but I just turned over and went to sleep.

I keep seeing things in the living room from the corner of my eyes, but I wonder if that's just my eye's playing tricks.

Was very sure I saw a black shadow figure in the doorway about a week ago.

Lots of white mist like things floating around lately.
 

Thursday, 7 November 2013

Cat Nap Chat

During my cat nap today someone walked into my dream, sat on the bed in real life & said my name in my ear. Of course being me I woke up straight away, then came that weird time where I kept thinking I was awake but I wasn't.

At first I thought he was someone I knew but then I realized I didn't know that voice. 

I don't remember all that was said to me because I was trying so hard to get out of the dream like state I was in. 

He spoke calmly and softly in my ear. sometimes I was awake and sometimes I was stuck in-between. I remember the end half very well.
He told me to look at him, So I turned to look but nothing was there (I don't recall if I was stuck in-between or if I did it in real), I turned away to carry on trying to get up. Next he said "see", I moved my hands & feet till they moved in real. I stopped and was about to open my eyes when he said "I need you"

I pulled off the cover but noticed my legs we bare, I had fallen asleep in my leggins, I moved my hands & feet again and this time opened my eyes right away and pryed one eye open with my fingers.

I know some will think I was just asleep or that it was sleep paralysis, I've had that a few times and its alot different. 

I don't know how he wants me to help, all I know is that this is escalating really quickly... am I really ready for where this is heading?

Friday, 1 November 2013

Curent Voices...

I forgot the other night I heard that faint distant voice again "Help me!" No idea ho I am meant to do that for her...

 Onto last night, I had drifted off to sleep when the next thing I know someone is whispering my name in my ear, would make sense that he knows my name by now