My world has always felt different. As a child I was shy, withdrawn. It's hard to play the fit in game when you know deep down that you don't.





































Wednesday, 23 October 2013

Each Night.. Strage Night & The Distant Voice

Since Poppy went away, when i go to bed I hear her sometimes.
Last night I watched  as Daisy ran around her cage playing with something. She would dart from one side to the other and tumble around, just like she did when they used to play together.
Plus every now and then i would see something move in the cage, first thought is that it is Daisy, but then she would move and she would be on the opposite side of the random movement I saw.

I also could hear someone talking to me, but they sounded so far away that I could barely make out what they were saying.
The only bit I managed to hear was when I started thinking to my self if Poppy was in the cage with Daisy and they said to me "She's there"
I tried asking questions like "why is she still here?" but they were so quiet that I couldn't make out a thing. In the end I had to tell them that I just couldn't hear them. 

I'm sure there will be more happening tonight, and maybe even for a while.

Sad Sunday

On Sunday night sadly Poppy passed away. 
While I sat there on the bed crying and thinking that maybe there was something more I could of done, I heard the little noises she used to make.

She had been very ill for a while and would go up & down alot in health.

I looked at the cage and nothing was there, her sister was running around on the bed. I turned back at her little body and the thoughts slowly creeped back in there.  
once again I heard the noises. I looked around again and listened to see if it was coming from outside, but ever time I did this it would stop. I even got up once to listen outside.

The noise happened less and even stopped once I sopped thinking that i could of done more.  
I wonder if that was her way of telling me not to think like that because I did all I could..? 
I hope that's true.

Wednesday, 9 October 2013

Distant voice

Few nights ago I went to bed feeling very ill. My head hurt to the point where it made me feel sick. 
I closed my eyes and tryed my best to relax. After a minute I heard a woman say my name, to which I freaked out. But I soon relised it didn't, per say, come from within the same room as me.
I had the feeling like it was somewhere I couldn't get to. 
I do not know why she said my name, but it was said softly.

Sunday, 8 September 2013

A Fly!


I was in the bathroom washing my hands and saw a little black thing zoom away from me in the cabinet mirror.
I started hunting around for a fly in hope, but nothing.
Door was shut and so was the window. I looked in every corner and found nothing. If it was a fly then it was a big one which leaves the question 'where did it go?'

Getting use to my new home???

It feels like I'm going mad. Always seeing moving objects just to the side of my vision. Slowly getting used to it... I think.
Maybe if it's a nice spirit I can get the hang of this... but thats most likely just wishful thinking.

Friday, 30 August 2013

Another New Home


Yep I have moved... hence why I have not posted for a while.

I wish I could say I moved into a new place with no spirits as of yet ... but sadly no.
The spirit here seems nice but it will take time to get used to it.
It's in every room.... theres been white orbs, black orbs, white mists, strange noises, black masses and when upstairs are out you can here someone walking around up there.
It is Friday now which means tonight upstairs will be out and who ever it is will be walking around..... kindda fun really ^u^

Tuesday, 9 July 2013

Peek! 'n' Boo?

Was talking to our friend last night while my hubby had a nap and because of the heat we had the living room door open.
I saw someone stick their head around the corner and asumed it was my hubby who hd woke up and was seeing waht we were doing, but when I looked at the door no-one was there.
I didn't tell our friend about it until he started hearing someone moving about behind him (which is where the door is). I saw the same person poke there head around the door again and assumed it was my hubby again because they were around the same hight.

A it harder to post at the moment due to new room arrangement, but I will update / add more when ever I get a chance.