My world has always felt different. As a child I was shy, withdrawn. It's hard to play the fit in game when you know deep down that you don't.





































Tuesday, 10 August 2021

Once again a New Home

Honestly I have moved twice since the place with the shadow figure but its been such a weird time.

The first move was with some "friends". It was better than the shadow figure apartment since the landlord was being hellish. 

Anyways that first move: The only thing that I know of was outside the house. When I would look outside, the other side of the road had a big bush over growing. It was taking over the pathment.

There you could see someone standing there. Always just waiting, they would look one way for a while, then look the otherway. Other times you could make out a shorter person who would look around too.

The shorter person moved faster, the taller one almost seemed like a memory of someone waiting a long time for someone or something to arrive. It was like they had been there so long that that was all that remained.

 

 We moved out of that place pretty quickly to get away from the "friends". We got our own little place and of course it has its own little quirks.

First off there is some weird figure that lives in the attick, its crawls around and pokes it head out the hatch every so oftern. Its an odd looking thing but it keeps its self to its self and I can respect that.

Second is a strange thing girl holding a toy. I haven't seen her for a while but she would normally hang around in the kitchen and watch the goings on in the house. She, unlike the first one, doesn't "live" here.

 

Third is just odd one offs that happen from time to time.  We live very close to a big graveyard so I just assume its random strays from there.

Sunday, 19 November 2017

Cats?

Almost asleep and I felt like I had to opening my eyes.
Standing on the bed looking at me was, what looked like at least, a cat.
Shocked & now fully away, the split  second I saw it I blinked.
Then in that split second it went from the bed to the chair in the room.
Just standing on the head rest. When I blinked again in was gone.
It was very close to me and standing just like the cat in this picture.

Tuesday, 31 October 2017

Lazy Bones.

My partner got up early and I stayed in bed.
After a while I felt someone walk in and stand at the foot of the bed. 
At first I kept my eyes shut.
When they spoke it sounded like my partner, but he spoke about himself in a 3rd person view.
Telling me I should not leave him alone by sleeping in, its not nice.
Then I realised that where this person was standing is not really where anyone who walked in would stand to talk to me normally.
The foot of the bed was no where near the door.
I slightly opened my eye, expecting to see nothing, and saw a black figure walking away.
After this I took his advice and got out of bed.

Wednesday, 22 February 2017

Shadow Hand.

I'd like to start by saying that I am sorry that I have not been posting in a long while. 
I just tend to get caught up in things and forget random stuff.


But of course this doesn't mean that things have stopped.

About a month ago now. I was alone in the apartment when I looked up and saw a long black shadow arm coming from out the bedroom. 
It was at the bottom of the door and its hand was almost 20cm wide with really long fingers.
I got the impression that it was reaching for something.  

Wednesday, 14 October 2015

Old Photos

The other day i started to rub my eyes and saw what looked like an old photo of a woman smiling. 
I stopped and looked around the room, everything was normal.
my eyes still itched so I closed them again and started to rub them.
Once again I saw what looked like an old photo but his time it was a little girl posing on the steps of a big building. 
She had a white fluffy hat and a red coat. it was hard to make out but it seem like her coat might have had white fluffy stuff on too and maybe her shoes.
 

The Elevator

About 11 years ago, me and my sister were on a family holiday on the Canary Islands.
The holiday  hotel we were staing at had a lift that we used alot to go from our floor to the ground floor.
One time me and my sister got on and push the ground floor button. The lift went down as always. 
Like many people we watched the numbers light up. Then the ground floor, but it didn't stop.
Next thing we know we come to a halt, the doors open and the lights say "basement".
We waited a few seconds. no one got on. The view was of  tube lighting and laundry carts. We stood there looking at each other waited for the doors to shut.. but nothing
Some how my sister plucked up the nerve to peek her head out. She pulls her head back in and tells me no one is there and its a long hallway.
As soon as she said this, the doors shut and we went up to the ground floor.

The basement button needed a key to go to that floor, meaning the only other way is if someone had pushed the button while being on the basement floor.

Wednesday, 10 September 2014

Hand Print & Flashes

Last night I was sitting on the bed stroking our dog. When I looked at the door I saw the out line of a hand print on the corner. It only lasted a second.

Lately I seem to be seeing a lot of random things that only last a nano second. People looking at me, standing in corners & a few black figures. 
As of yet I can't tell if its the same person or not because of the short amount of time it is there.

This could be getting interesting to say the least. 

Thursday, 17 July 2014

Whispers of the Night

When I was in my teens I think is when I started noticing it the most. About once every week or so I would hear someone talking to someone else.
(Now that house is away from town and is at the edge of the town itself, in other words 5mins walk took you into a field or a forest.)

Anyway, it was hard to make out what they were saying and I would make out words but I could never figure out what the whole conversation was about.
What I could make out sometimes was scary to say the least.

The amount of time I heard it said in different was.... normally it was along the lines of

"Do you think she is asleep yet"

Some times I would hear a faint voice tell them "No, not yet"
Or even "shhh, she'll hear you"

I know the main peraon I could hear was the man, but the person replying was always to faint to catch who it was. Maybe he was talking to the kid, but I think the one telling him to 'shhh' was the girl.

Friday, 4 July 2014

It wasn't me!

Last night my hubby came to bed and had lots of scratches on his back. He said he didn't know how they got there.
When he fell asleep I started to think about if he did it and forgot or if something that comes into the house did it.
Then I heard the bloke say "No. It wasn't me." He then started saying something else but he had faded and was too quiet. I tried to talk to him more but he left.

Checking up

The other night I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth when I heard strange noises. 
I assumed they were from outside. They scared me a bit so I opened the bathroom door so I could call my partner if it got worse. 
I got water on my hands when I rinsed my brush. As I walked past the door I looked out into the kitchen. As I did so I saw a face looking at me from the living room doorway.
It looked like they were leaning around from the living room into the kitchen to see what was happening.

Saturday, 17 May 2014

Glasses

Yesterday I got glasses for the first time in my life.
I have seen 3 things in the last 2 days. The first two I wouldn't of been able to see as well without them.

The first was while I was walking home, I was crossing the road and saw a strange mist above my head, it moved as if on a breeze and vanished.
The breeze was gental that day and not blowing in that direction.

The second was later at night, when I was bust doing something on the loving room table. I looked up and then for a few seconds I saw thin lines of white (I could hardle see the lines) and tiny little golden stars twinkle with a slight black backdrop to it.
It felt like I was looking at the universe, it was no less than amazing.

The third was about 15mins ago, I heard a few weird noises from the bath room and so came back to the living room to sit down. After a few mins the dog was on the sofa and as I was looking at her a white orb with a long white trail come out of the kitchen.

Before I forget again, I also saw a little white orb moving to our front door when our friends were still here.

Wednesday, 30 April 2014

Crawler

3rd times the charm... yeah right.
Back door was open because its warm here. I was sitting on the chair.
I started hearing movement out side and felt uneasy, but I told myself it was nothing.
The feeling started to get worse and I realized it was the thing from outside again.
The dog walks in and looks at me, then walks off.
She went outside.
I stupidly looked at her as she went through the back door and saw the crouching see through, almost brown, figure turning around to follow her.
Why does this one strike me with so much fear...

Sunday, 27 April 2014

I Don't Wanna Listen

Sadly a few nights ago the dog got a hold of our rat and hurt her badly. We don't think she meant to do it so roughtly.
After a few hours she past away.

That night I felt like something was going to happen, so when I went to bed I started recording audio.
After a few minutes I heard someone whisper, but I chose not to listen because I was scared that it would be bad. (Even though what I am sure I heard was my name, it didn't get picked up. But you can hear them telling me to "Hey, listen" to them, and a few other voices I didn't even notice at the time)

After it left the room I turned the recorder off and fell asleep.

I don't know how long I was asleep for, but at one point I got woke up by my partner when he touched the bed. He told me "I have been talking to someone. They said everything is ok" I of course just wanted to go back to sleep. 
He left and I fell asleep again.

In the morning, when he got up, I asked him about it. I wanted to know who he had been speaking too.
He told me he didn't come into the room to talk to me and had no idea what I was going on about.

Needless to say the last few nights I have been a bit scared about going to bed.
This is not the first time it has happened in this apartment. It seems like one of the spirits likes to impersonate people I know, wake me up and tell me things. 
Last time they picked wrongly and I worked out it couldn't of been that person, but this time they picked my partner and I didn't realize.

I will try to add the audio later.

Saturday, 29 March 2014

Rat Nap

I felt the cute furry rat bump into my leg and go up it a little, then back off into the bed.
I moved my hand to go stroke her, thinking she had got out and climbed into the bed. Then I remembered I had just put her back into her cage and could hear her munching food.
Then the bed moved as the unknown thing scratched itselfs.
After a minute it stopped.

Saturday, 1 March 2014

Sweet Goodbyes

Back when our last rat from the Netherlands died; I was trying to nap on the sofa when I heard a weird noise. I opened my eyes and saw Julia (rat) cleaning herself on the other end of the sofa. I pushed myself upright with my arm and said her name out loud with confusion.
She turned around and looked at me.
I closed my eyes and wondered if I was dreaming.
When I opened them again she was gone, but I was still sitting with my arm proping me up. (I'm 100% sure I was awake. I don't sleep walk)

The Creeper

First known encounter:  Was about go down stairs when I saw a black figure huddled over on the bottom step. At first I tried to walk past it but the closer I got to it the more fear  I felt. In the end I waited foe my partner and made him go first.

Second known encounter: was looking outside to see what the dog was barking at. Dog went back inside & left me alone, at night, standing next to the shed. I kept hearing noises in the shed but put it down to wind untill it moved closer and I felt that fear again.
I ran inside and slamed the door. I felt it trying to find a way in, then it got into the kitch (I'm not sure how, the window maybe) At this point I was sitting near the kitchen door. I could feel it getting slowly closer, I was too scared to look behind me into the kitchen. But I managed to jumped up and slamed the door and hoped it would leave.

Therd known encounter: Watching the dog run around the back at night and saw what looked like a person trying to hide behind the door while trying to also peek out at the same time.
The dog noticed this, ran to them and started jumping about playfully. I went to go outside but me moving made it notice me and the fear was there again. I watched them play with the dog in the shed for a bit before they finally left and the dog finally listened to me to come back inside

Wednesday, 8 January 2014

Hidden Money

Few hours ago a woman walked around me and said "I've got all the money HAHAHA" 

Of course i was confused. I asked "What money? There's money?" It was silent for a while so I brushed it as a one off.
Then she lent over to my ear "Yes there's money. Hidden in the walls"
I tried asking where but got no reply after that.

Shame, moneys always nice.. teehee :P

Monday, 2 December 2013

Litlle things.. nothing much

In the morning I heard a girl say my name. Was a bit shocked but I just turned over and went to sleep.

I keep seeing things in the living room from the corner of my eyes, but I wonder if that's just my eye's playing tricks.

Was very sure I saw a black shadow figure in the doorway about a week ago.

Lots of white mist like things floating around lately.
 

Thursday, 7 November 2013

Cat Nap Chat

During my cat nap today someone walked into my dream, sat on the bed in real life & said my name in my ear. Of course being me I woke up straight away, then came that weird time where I kept thinking I was awake but I wasn't.

At first I thought he was someone I knew but then I realized I didn't know that voice. 

I don't remember all that was said to me because I was trying so hard to get out of the dream like state I was in. 

He spoke calmly and softly in my ear. sometimes I was awake and sometimes I was stuck in-between. I remember the end half very well.
He told me to look at him, So I turned to look but nothing was there (I don't recall if I was stuck in-between or if I did it in real), I turned away to carry on trying to get up. Next he said "see", I moved my hands & feet till they moved in real. I stopped and was about to open my eyes when he said "I need you"

I pulled off the cover but noticed my legs we bare, I had fallen asleep in my leggins, I moved my hands & feet again and this time opened my eyes right away and pryed one eye open with my fingers.

I know some will think I was just asleep or that it was sleep paralysis, I've had that a few times and its alot different. 

I don't know how he wants me to help, all I know is that this is escalating really quickly... am I really ready for where this is heading?

Friday, 1 November 2013

Curent Voices...

I forgot the other night I heard that faint distant voice again "Help me!" No idea ho I am meant to do that for her...

 Onto last night, I had drifted off to sleep when the next thing I know someone is whispering my name in my ear, would make sense that he knows my name by now